Sometimes i will think badly.....
Is it real?or just an illusion?
I hope it just an illusion..
it's too hurt to me...
I hope we r real friendship..
tis just a simple wish..
please help me to complete it..
Maybe...?NO ,I am!
I am a bad girl!
I hope you can forgive me...
I cant accept ur frens..
I noe tat is my problem,not urs.
U said we can play together geh mar...
bt do u think i can do it?
U noe i m a cowardly girl..
not means my body size..
it's means my mind..
I cant ply wif them bcoz we arent frens!
We just schoolmates,and tat is past!
We r officially graduated!
I really hope we still can maintain our frenship like b4..
but i think it's difficult...
b4 oso din always sms or contact..
we just discuss at classroom or anywhere at school..
U asked me last time ..
dunno we will change after graduate onot..
I think we changed!
And we changed when we had spm.
you have a good bf..
actually i dun like him,
bt i din tell u.
But tat's not important,
bcoz he is ur bf ,not mine..
This not complain or what..
I just tell u my mind..
Maybe my brother is right..
Friendship wont maintain after graduate..
I really hope i can hv a real friendship nw..











































